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It's been a while since I wrote something but I actually had a moment to spare today before heading out to work.  I can't believe how busy things have been.  I'm finally working on my proposal and hopefully it'll be done by next week.  I've set a pretty lofty goal for myself, but I think it's doable.  I've been struggling so much with my faith lately.  It still feels like I'm stuck in my life and going now where some days.  I'm praying things will change for the better soon.  Actually, I think things may slowly be starting to turn around.  I actually managed to stand up for myself somewhat at work the other day, and my meeting for my research went better than I had expected.  I'm grateful for both of these things because they're my  biggest issues that I'm facing right now.  I just have to keep trying not to loose the faith each time I feel like giving up on God.  It's definitely not always easy, it's a struggle every day, but I guess I have to at least try. 

I'm also going to try to start working out again.  I actually already love my body and I'm not really looking to loose weight, I just want to tone some things up.   I'm going to give myfitnesspal at try, i think it uses self-efficacy theory to keep you motivated.  If you're interested in challenging yourself to stay fit give their website a try: My Fitness Pal

Anyways, have a good week to anyone who happens upon this little blog!  :)